Friday, April 20, 2007

Every action has a consequence

7th September, 2004


Great news - The commander of our regiment signed the form. Tickets are available! Which one should I choose? 14-21/9? or 15-22/9? The latter costs much more. I need to consult with Angel, but she's changed her cellphone so I can't talk to her about it for now. I guess I'll order 14-21/9...

Another shift at the checkpoint of Beit Kahil. The Safari took us to the bridge. As we arrived, a crowd of approx. 500 Palestinians were waiting there, on their way from Beit Kahil to Hebron. We replaced the soldiers who were here during the night shift and then started working.

Raleb tried to make the crowd form 4 lines so they could be checked one by one. They keep pushing each other, each trying to get ahead of the others and reach us to be checked first and pass as fast as possible. Being rude and selfish is always the fastest way to get ahead in line and pass a checkpoint without having to wait an average of 2-3 hours. Dozens were shouting and waving, trying to attract our attention to them so that they would be checked first. Everyone had his own story and reasons why he should be the first to be checked.

Raleb is a Druze officer so it's no wonder he knows Arabic. Palestinians don't know it. Most soldiers don't know the language and Palestinians are not afraid to say whatever they want in Arabic in front of us, so Raleb heard all kinds of things. He caught some in their lies, caught others who planned to go around the checkpoint after being told to turn back and head home.

When Raleb realized he couldn't make 500 Palestinians listen to him and stand in 2 lines, he said: "I won't be checking anyone. Not until you form 4 straight lines in front of me."

One Palestinian heard him and decided to help us form 4 lines, for the sake of his own friends. He became our translator. He addressed the crowd and asked them to form 2 lines of men and 2 of women. Part of the crowd listened to his words, others were still standing scattered all over the place. Raleb was not satisfied.

A moment later Gil, the battery commander, arrived in his jeep along with his driver and a medic. They were standing on the bridge above us. One of them threw a shock grenade at the crowd. Then they started firing empty bullets in the air. (What the f**k was that for?!) The crowd quickly dispersed, everyone was running back to Beit Kahil.

A minute or two later most of them were back at the checkpoint. Oren and the jeep's driver easily managed to form a queue of 2 rows each, by physically cutting through the crowd and splitting them apart. We started checking them, and after a short while whoever was allowed to enter Hebron was inside the city. The remaining crowd contained Hebron workers, hospital visitors and university students. The people who were allowed to pass were doctors, schoolkids and teachers. The Palestinian press was present. They photographed everything.

A patrol of two soldiers on and around the bridge prevented Palestinians from skipping the checkpoint. That's probably why there were so many Palestinians at the checkpoint today. There were still a few guys who crossed the road a few hundred meters away, out of our reach. There wasn't much we could do about it.

Me and Daniel went up there to switch places with the patrol. It was very hot up there, no shade to hide ourselves from the sun. We took 2 bottles of water with us. A 16 year old girl was heading our way from Hebron. She was holding hands with a 4 year old girl. They wanted to cross the road and go home. She kept talking to us in Arabic, trying to explain something, but we couldn't understand a word she was saying. We tried both Hebrew and English, but her reaction was the same as ours. We used the radio comm. to ask if she's allowed to pass, but Kobi gave us a negative answer. (Why? She's just a schoolgirl.)

She was only allowed to pass through the checkpoint. She tried to explain to me and Daniel that she lives right across the road. The road cuts through the hill. South and below the road is where Hebron lies. North and above the road is where Beit Kahil is located. We could see a woman in one of the houses on the hill waving to the girl. It was really close. But going around is just extra ~300 meters of walking.

Unfortunately, we couldn't let her pass. I could understand her point of view, and I could understand Kobi's point of view as well. If we let her pass, other Palestinians who keep standing on both sides of the road would be heading this way and trying to pass like she did.

But wait, they're just 2 schoolgirls. Schoolkids are always allowed to pass through the checkpoint ahead of the others, so why not allow them to skip the checkpoint in the first place?

Orders were still orders. We couldn't let her pass. We kept arguing with her and speaking 2 different languages without understanding each other. I couldn't shout at her, I can't shout at girls at all, lol. Eventually she realized it was useless. She gave up and went back down to the checkpoint and then up the hill back to her home.

I wish I had let her pass. Maybe I should have done so... Maybe I shouldn't have contacted Kobi.

A while later there were two more schoolgirls who tried to pass at the same place. This time we let them. :)

A few minutes later we noticed two 4-6 year old girls standing on the edge of the hill, right above the road. They were shouting something to us, trying to draw our attention. At first it looked like they were just trying to entertain us by jumping and clapping hands, but then things started to be a bit more shocking for us...

The 2 little girls were showing their middle fingers at us. We couldn't tell what they were shouting, but it may have been cursing. Then they picked stones and started throwing them at us. Fortunately, they were just 2 little girls who couldn't throw a stone further than a few meters. The stones could not reach us, they fell on the road... The road! Then I noticed that they were throwing some stones down on the road. An Israeli car was just passing by on the right lane, the one closer to the girls. Just as it was about to pass, one of the girls lifted a relatively large stone and threw it down the hill. The stone fell down, rolled a bit and then jumped on the road almost hitting the car!

I was shocked! We started running a few meters ahead just to scare them away and they ran away. After a while they came back, but did nothing dangerous this time. A while later they went home.

Daniel later told me that while he was checking people in the checkpoint, there was one woman who wouldn't give him identification papers. He kept asking her over and over again, but she kept mumbling something he couldn't quite understand. Then she simply showed him - She had no hands! He was shocked! He apologized to her and let her pass.

In the evening we were finally replaced. The Safari had to refuel so it took us to some base East of Hebron. On our way there, we stopped at some point on the road between Halhoul and Hebron. There was a small path leading from Hebron across the Israeli road to large grove fields east of Halhoul. Dozens of Palestinians were walking there, despite the closure. Raleb and Oren walked out of the Safari joined by the AV, and dispersed the crowd by shooting empty bullets in the air. They enjoyed it and laughed with each other. But there was nothing pleasant in seeing women and children running scared and hiding in the fields afraid to get shot.

The AV driver walked out of the vehicle and fired some rubber bullets at the crowd that was already quite far away, forcing them to keep running further away. The driver then laughed in enjoyment. He isn't even a combat soldier and he isn't allowed to shoot at all, unless his life is in danger. There were other soldiers there who participated in the shooting. Some of them were shooting in the air, others were aiming at the crowd. The crowd doesn't know whether it's real bullets, rubber bullets, or just empty shells.

I'm absolutely certain that after we'd left the place the traffic resumed. What good did it do? Did they do it for entertainment? Is it going to prevent militants from going in and out of Hebron? I kinda tend to think that it might only cause the opposite. More hatred, more suffering, more militants.

The word "Defense" in Israeli Defense Forces is not always that accurate. There's always enough idiots who forget why they serve in IDF in the first place.

8 comments:

Andrey said...

how come the driver had rubber bullets in the first place?

Tsedek said...

I can't shout at girls at all, lol.

So sweet :)

ثلاثاء said...

what you mentioned in the last 2 paragraphs is somehow what I was talking about in my previous comments.

I understand what checkpoints are made for. But they are another way to make life harder for those who just want to live. It is a barrier against freedom. Imagine yourself forced to pass 3 checkpoints at least in one day, just in order to go to school, work or visit friends that live 20 minutes far away. This also contributes for more hatred unfortunately.

I liked this post. I like the way you describe the event from your own perspective. :)

Lirun said...

he's cool isnt he..

IsraeliDiary said...

Hey guys,

Andrey - That's a good question. Unfortunately, many drivers feel free to do anything they like, and our commanders didn't do anything about it.

Tse - Thank you. :)

Bakria - Thank you.

Far not all soldiers are like that, but there are enough to make the whole army look bad.

As for having to stand hours at checkpoints. Trust me, I imagined how it must feel like. I hated seeing hundreds of Palestinians waiting there for hours having to pay the price for a bunch of selfish militants who were hiding in the city after helping to carry out a suicide bombing that killed 32 people. (and perhaps the Israeli army that tends to protect the Israeli population a bit too much on the account of Palestinian suffering)

Trust me, I wish there was no need for checkpoints at all. I wish there was some other way to prevent violence and to bring those responsible to justice.

I don't know what decisions are made and why, but if they were looking for the suspects, why not let women and children pass? Why is it that some people were turned back?

I wish I knew what stood behind every military decision in IDF, but I just want to hope that they made the right decisions and acted in consideration towards the Palestinian population, even though I still seem to doubt it.

Lirun - Thanks. You're quite the cool guy yourself. ;)

Anonymous said...

Nice post, describes precisely the Palestinian suffer in their daily life with the Israeli soldiers on the check points. Am wondering if you never asked your self what if you -or anyone of your companions- were one of the 500 Palestinians were waiting there!! If you were them what your reaction will be!!

I really can’t imagine what they can do

Imaan On Ice said...

Your story is again so honest and simple that it becomes so beautiful.

And I also love the "I can't shout at girls at all" part.

You're great.

IsraeliDiary said...

Anonymous, thank you for your comment.

I think that my reaction would be the same as theirs. I would be frustrated, I would be in despair but I'd try to contain hatred as much as possible.

But I think that had Palestinians been in our (soldiers') place, some of them would have done the same thing. There are Palestinians who would treat Israelis as animals, just like there are Israelis who'd do that.

It depends on your character and education. This kind of people exist everywhere in the world. I just wish they weren't representing our countries.

Imaan - thank you for your sweet comment. :)

I hate writing the diary this way, as if I'm some kind of a saint and other soldiers are bad and cruel.

It's amazing how people can be so nice and friendly to the people of their kind (their nationality) while at the same time be so completely different towards the other population.(the one which they probably see as hostile)

I literally lived with those guys, I knew their characters, their personalities, where they live, their hobbies, everything. Our battery was like one big family, a lot of good people... Then bam! One minute they're great, the other (when they're around Palestinians) they're completely different!!!

Why? I have never been able to figure that out.

Maybe they are used to the idea that Palestinians are Israel's enemies, that they're a hostile population. I don't know. Either way, it's really sad.